Saturday, April 24
Time in Los Angeles: 8:31 AM
one week ago, jack was over at my house, we had horfun and were planning for seoul garden the next day .. :D
Time in Los Angeles: 4:01 AM
one week ago, we were all jumping for joy and JACK'S SKIRT DROPPED ! .. (:
Time in Los Angeles: 1:42 AM
breakfast at the hawker centre opp school with eunice before training. gotta spend more time with that girl to understand the meaning of true BREAKFAST. hahah ..
headed to the bookshop to search for notice-board materials. but to no avail. the bookshop sucks. urgg.
back to school, planned the gym camp with eunice. then kermin and shuwei came up to the gym but got chased out by teng after awhile. hurr (sorry dears). got scolded by ms tan so me and eunice decided to head down to the canteen to plan. so there, left the gym and saw swei and km sitting at the empty, quiet, lifeless area outside the gym. and shuwei was listening to our routine song on her phone ! :| sighh .. mind started drifting back to those few weeks when all anyone could hear from that area was that particular song coming out of shuwei's phone, the one we had all gotten really sick of. :\
anyhows, stayed in the canteen for some time, swei left, then me and km left for tuition. had really yummy porridge in km's house, her MUSTAFA's a really good cook ! :D mom picked me up after tuition then had to go for synchro cos i haven't been going for almost a month.
am home now. BORED and down. :| all the one week ago msgs, ahhh, we were having so much fun, just one week ago ..
Friday, April 23
Time in Los Angeles: 8:14 AM
gave shuwei the blue cheerleader tatty teddy metoyou bear today ! whee. it's hell cute ! felt even more attached to it when i was done sewing, so i took many many photos of it !! really cute ! :D
wells, one week ago, at this time, we were all craving soo much for water and we were all really tired but excited and anxious. :\ i miss that one week ago ALOT. sigh.
according to jack, we have to cheerup bout everything and move on. hehh .. not all that easy. but yeah, we'll just be glad cos it's all happened and that we've all got wonderful memories to keep. ahh, -HUGE SMILE
-looks at shuwei.
Thursday, April 22
Time in Los Angeles: 11:29 AM
am sewing something really cute now ! :D shall rest for awhile.
talked to jack for quite some time just now. she's such a darling. made me tear over the phone again ! and yes dear jack am glad you're succeeding in trying to get over it and stuff, at least you won't be all that affected anymore. but nahh, i'll stay put. want it to stay this way. wna get over it slowly and naturally. it will, soon, just not yet. (: i'll be fine. and thank you jack and shuwei for your concern. muakk*
Time in Los Angeles: 7:36 AM
school was as usual. debate finals during assembly, unity won. had training after school. was really fun. love eunice and orhlulu so much ! spent qt some time in the canteen then headed down to the pe room notice board to see what we could do to change/improve the board. was heading back to the gym to get our attendence taken when we decided to wait for someone to start hurdling first. waited for qt some time, no one did anything. got really tired of waiting so ended up back at the gym.
oeyailuj (make that out yourself) was incharge. she SUCKS. golly. hate her like nuts. helped her with attendence marking by pointing out EVERY SINGLE PERSON on the damned attendence sheet that we said was present. and the worst thing was when she went "are u sure it's her ? don't judge by the back ar !" urgg. got damn pissed off with her so we went back down to the pe room.
cut out photos of gymnasts from the magazine and many blue stars. was alr five by then, linwei left so me and eunice agreed to return to the gym again. arrived at the blue staircase, then realised the gym was all the wayyyyyyyyyyyy up ! so we decided to rest for awhile first since the weather was hell good. (: watched doris high-jump then watched valen shake her ass. hahah. she's hell cute. went over to the throwers to talk to kermin and shuwei when suddenly we saw oeyailuj looking down from the gym. hehh .. got super freaked out, used all our might and power, rushed up to the gym. arrived at the gym only to realise that she didn't even know it was us. :P
oeyailuj caused my hatred for her to deepen when she called me over and started talking cock bout my belt. got really really fcuked up with her. rahhs. headed to macs with clari, aud and shuhui after that to wait for my mom. was left with thirty pathetic cents so could only get a cone although i'm not supposed to take cold stuff now but was too tempted for one. and yes, it was yummy ! (:
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mom arrived around six fifty. picked qinn up from school then headed to thomson plaza. went to popular, got my phy guidebook, assessment for my bro and a darling metoyou bear, not meant for myself though. :( hehh. followed mom to ntuc after that. oohs ! and i finally found my mochi ! yummy. bought three packets and a tub of cookies and cream ! but so sad, mom doesn't allow me to touch any of it until my cough decides to get lost. :(
Wednesday, April 21
Time in Los Angeles: 6:38 AM
THANK YOU darling jack for the really pretty and sweet-like-nuts cd ! (:
just listened to the cd and it made me tear. am sure it'll make everyone out there who was once sick and disgusted of the song, now tear. :\ miss it, really do.
well, another THANK YOU note to make. thanks shuwei for the scrumptious recess today ! was really great seeing everybody coming back together again, although it was only for a short while. sally and lina came back with a lovely cake too. big THANK YOU once again. :D rahhs. now there's nothing to look forward to anymore. :(
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anyhows, headed to the childcare at aljunied aft sch today. the kids there, only one, by the name of louis, was really cute, the rest .. hmms, average i'd say. expected a million lil darlings there but it wasn't so. hehh.
oh and before arriving at the CORRECT childcare. me, jinghang and may happily entered this other childcare that we thought was correct. like OMG. embarassed ourselves like nuts. no elaboration shall be made. :P
well, spent three hours there giving ting xie, spelling, maths etc. wasn't as fun as i thought it'd be, but was a good experience nonetheless. and there was this girl, she was hell sweet. she told me "i saved my money and bought a present for my mommy cos she's always doing things for me and i want to thank her back." melted. so young and she's already sucha honey. look at us .. me and may just sat there asking each other when mother's day is. xp
ok. not in a mood to blog. am SAD. shall sleep really really early today, like now .. bye all !
Tuesday, April 20
Time in Los Angeles: 7:49 AM
school was ok. wasn't all that good, was hell sleepy and the ss paper was a major screwup, even fell asleep halfway through it. wells, kept thinking back on those times when recesses and after-schools were SO BOOKED. miss it miss it miss it.
during flag raising, stared at the house banner and bacame sad all over. during lessons, mind kept drifting off. recess, talked to shuwei and jack, felt totally empty and kinda lost. well, after school, happened to talk to shuwei again for a teeny wee while and got reminded bout everything once again. anyhows, stayed back awhile after school and talked to my darling POKKIE TUTI MELANIE for quite some time. haven't talked to her like this for looong, love her to bits. (: left home for piano at 1430. but teacher's down with a flu so i ended up taking a nap at home. returned to school at 4 to do some studying with ORHLULU, MEL and EUNICE. went to the gym, got my attendence taken then bumped into sam shing outside the gym. talked to her and watched the lil kitten on the piano sleep. miss sammie loads. and the place outside the gym, it seemed SO BARE. SO QUIET. SO DIFFERENT. sighh, headed back to the canteen after that and got down to abit of studying was quite productive at first, but ended up chatting away again. wells, talked to shuwei once more after she ended trg. eeps, the things she said, made me all sad again. left the canteen around seven. mel left for home first so was left alone, sitting on this bench facing the upper concourse. the place was really quiet. no more ultimate, i'm good or happy together. :( felt so much like crying so decided to msg weiling and jack to cheer me up. hehh .. mom arrived not long later and i received their replies in the car. jack was first. hurr, that sweetie, made me tear instantly. then weiling's came, caused me to tear even more. rahh. such sweethearts. really treasure them. anyway, good thing i was at the back seat of my mom's car. cos bro and mom would have both thought i was mad if they were to have caught me crying out of the blue.
dropped bro home then mom brought me to the clinic to see a doctor for my everlasting and neverending flu. hurr. AM SO GLAD ! the NICE NICE doctor excused me from PE from tmr all the way to the 30th of april ! whee ! but i still wna take my 2.4 next week though. will see how.
wells, am sleepy, gotta pract some maths for tomm's test now ! looking forward to recess tomms ! :D
Monday, April 19
Time in Los Angeles: 8:09 AM
sweet sixteen steph !
feel so free, so empty today. all of a sudden, i've got so much time, and i'm reaching home before nine. sigh .. don't like this feeling at all. even teared after reading weiling's blog yest. :(
i'm SLEEPY. headed to starbucks thomson plaza to study with jack just now. called lings, but she was sick, weiling was alr on her way home. so only had the both of us. anyhows, got NOTHING done. came back, fell asleep. then have been online ever since seven pm. golly. friggin two chapters of ss tomms ! AHH .. lucks to me ! :D
oh, did i mention i passed my phy ?! whee ! i really did ! -smiles`
to all
bluehouse chrldrs, seniors and shuwei ! read my 18th april entry if you haven't done so. left stuff for you guys cos i just edited the whole entry. (:
well, am off to MUG !
I MISS EVERYTHING ! sigh.
Sunday, April 18
Time in Los Angeles: 10:22 AM
we're the ultimate, we're good, we're happy together. vive'o blue 2004 !dinner at seoul garden just now. wasn't all that scrumptious cos my food was all burnt. hurr. but we had lotsa fun anyway. weiling, shuwei, doreen, cheryl, qinn, me, jack, clara, sally, lina, stacey, eunice and jingfang turned up. sat around, cracked many jokes bout POPIAH. were laughing our asses off the chair. (: then shuwei and doreen just had to come up with their outdated 'qi sisters' joke which was NOT FUNNY AT ALL. :D oh wells, basically had lotsa fun. will upload pics now. ((:
Time in Los Angeles: 3:38 AM
sportsday's over ! sigh. :( really happy for all of blue's achievments this year yet sad in another way. hurr. and to think of it, it's the last sportsday i'm gna have in st nicks as a sn student. eeps, after nine years of sportsdays, .. time FLIES.
reached sch at ten yest. had cheer pract under the scorching sun, caused qt a few of our moods to sway. hurr. had lunch then got changed right away. seniors were back, they helped us with our hair and stuff, good thing all of us gained back our GREAT moods right after that ! hehh. :D pract for awhile at the upper concourse then headed to the canteen after everyone was done. took qt a few group photos then headed down to the track.
i'm extremely glad blue's got overall champ again ! whee ! and we got second for cheer ! really really surprised the hell outta all of us ! :D started screaming and jumping around till jack's skirt dropped off her hips and ended around her knees. HAHA. -covers jacky wacky's face` sorry for blogging bout that dear ! but OH WELLS, ... ! :DDD combined cheer was fine, could do everything but the non-poms part screwed up qt abit. ah wells, shall continue with happy events, headed to macs after that for dinner. didn't eat anything though. had enough of macs after all the late nights up at kbcc. took many many photos ! will upload soon. parents arrived around 11, bought hor fun from the golf course near my house then had a mini dinner with jack and qinn at home. too bad the hor fun kinda sucked. hurr.
hmms .. on the other hand,
am really really sad that everything's finally over. why must all the nicest and bestest things always come to an end ? it's always when you're at the peak of enjoyment when everything has to take a plunge and end just like that.
no more msgs from jack to meet at the gym during recess and after school.
no more msging weiling asking her where she is.
no more jacklyn walking out on us at the void deck.
no more sitting around and waiting for everyone to turn up.
no more happily rushing to the dance studio during the holidays.
no more practs at the sch's cyber cafe and forum.
no more sticky and smelly late night practs at kbcc and bishan cc
no more seeing the disappointed look on shuwei's face.
no more feeling guilt-stricken all beacause of that.
no more seven of us sitting on the tramp crying and listening to jack.
no more tears of guilt from all of us.
no more spending an entire day at jack's making poms.
no more sharing of pizzas, toasts, teddy grahams, ruffles and drinks.
no more begging mrs c to let qinn join over and over again as one.
no more staying up late mixing and burning music with jack.
no more watching other houses in amazement and feeling all lost bout ourselves.
no more stressed up jack.
no more always wanting to train hard to surprise shuwei.
no more tired and irritated looks during practs.
no more smiles and laughter during practs.
no more watching miss singapore together and bitching bout popiahs.
no more watching ARE YOU HOT together and getting all melted over chantille and lisa.
no more weiling and her sexaye bartop moves.
no more weiling and her CHUN-LI moves.
no more weiling going bonkers at eleven pm.
no more weiling ending every word with 'ZERS'.
no more disappointing those who believed and trusted so much in us.
no more seeing disgusted looks on the comm members faces.
no more proving many out there wrong.
no more getting chased out of school at 8 and kbcc at 10.
no more scary voices of the school attendents.
no more walking around the school when all's dark.
no more tiringly strolling out of school.
no more having to ask ZU REN for permissions.
no more running around searching for switches and powerpoints.
no more getting all pissed off with each other.
no more deciding where to go for cheer practs.
no more handstand competitions.
no more dancing in the playground late at night and sinking into the sand.
no more having to tolerate and accept the bad comments everyone had bout us.
no more dancing under drizzles.
no more yummy fish dippers and apple pies for dinner.
no more silly "yumm, why so nice ar ?" questions.
no more promising shuwei to at least get a second for cheer.
no more 5-6-7-8 camera shots !
no more black and dirty feets.
no more rushing like mad at jack's the day before vetting.
no more coming up with last minute second pyramids during vetting.
no more jacky and sammie's skirts dropping.
no more getting all excited on receiving our shoes and costumes.
no more concourse-ing with jack and swei.
no more last minute pairwork, opening sequence and grand pyramid.
no more plastering smiles like mad-asses.
no more screaming the house cheer from the gym to the comm members on the field.
no more trying to keep the banner in place with weiling.
no more sudden spoilt moods on sportsday after some claimed that we screwed.
no more squeezing each others' hands while waiting for the results.
no more warm hugs, screams and jumps when we got second.
no more proving many out there wrong.
no more getting all glittery and dressed up together.
no more helping each other wear our cheer tops.
no more looking forward to cheerpracts during recess and after school.
no more always being the last house to leave the school.
no more many many things .. all's become pure sweet memories of the past.
but i'm sure there'll forever be the bond between the eight of us. -hooks pinkie :)
and yes, i agree with weiling. we all dreaded cheerpracts. but now tt all's over. i find myself wishing it wasnt. i still want cheer pracs.i dont mind not going fr recess.lke over dis few weeks n even months,e chrleaders were basically my only frens left in e world.no one else understood how dim we felt.and no one bothered to find out either.no one understood how we worked so hard for e routine but ended up getting criticised n looked dwn upon by e rest of e sch.no one understood how good it felt to prove e whole damn sch wrong.and of course,no one wud evr understand how much we needed one anothr during e practises whn evrthng gets tough. -courtesy of weiling
cheer's definitely one thing that's made life in st. nicks so much more unforgettable. although we complained, we dreaded it in the beginning, but now that everything's over, i wished it never had ended, wished sportsday'll forever be a week away. ah wells .. :\
anyhows, to some of my dearest and sweetest people:
shuwei>> our everdearest captain ! you're the most fantabulous captain in history ! thanks for EVERYTHING, and i seriously mean EVERYTHING, including coming to my house with jack that day and saving me from my at-that-moment-bonkers mom ! hahah. your drinks, pizzas, sweet lil cards etc. you're the reason everyone decided to strive so hard at the last minute for, thanks for never giving up on us and always being there, be it physically, late at night at kbcc or through all your sweet msges ! sorry for letting you down so many times, causing you all that unnecessary stress and worries. but we did, we tried, put up our best on sportsday and did it all for you ! :) you're it ! you're the ultimate ! :D we love you ALOT !
jackk>> dearest cheer capt ! i'll miss everything. yes, all the PRIVATE late night practices at your/my house. watching you and qinn cry and not knowing what to do but stare. hehh .. you know, you've really made cheer this great thing i had been looking forward to everyday for the past month. all your callings late at night telling me how stressed you are and stuff, although i was tired, didn't know what to say, but still enjoyed TRYING HARD to solve your problems. (: i'll miss all your "cheerleaders ! 10.45pm at the gym tmr, i don't care ! must be SHARP ok ?!" msges. yes, i agree with weiling, my phone's dead now. sigh .. all the time spent together, really treasure EVERYTHING. :D i love you dear.
weiling>> sweetiepie CHUN LI ! HAIIK ! hahah .. you're definitely the one who always managed to help keep my smile on during cheerpracts. your face, too sweet already ! :D really had lotsa fun trying all sorts of pairworks with you dear, although we never made it as a pair ! too bad our 'pull from the bottom' thing wasn't used in the end. ah wells, cheer would never have been so filled with laughter if not for you, you really brought in so much fun and joy, all your lame jokes, although lame, were funny nonetheless. (: so there, it kept our spirits going. esp for me ! hehh .. yeah, anyhows, you don't worry so much bout not being able to see someone anymore yes ? i'll promise to help you the next time we go out together again. love love !
doreen>> dear dear, my PAIRWORK PARTNER ! you silly pok with all the QI SISTERS and POPIAH jokes. hahaa, really liven up all our practs ! and your NICE NICE NICE darling, thank him for ALL THE yummilicious food and drinks alrights ? hehh. well, had fun pairing up with you ! and you know sth, you always gave me a shock during pairwork ! hehh. the part where i'm supposed to look at you and you look at me ? cos everytime i turn, i'd see you smiling so widely, then i dno why, but i'd get a SHOCK ! hurr. -hides` oh wells, just gotta let you know that cheer would never have been the same without you dear ! really treasure you loads. love`
cheryl>> sugarr ! you're another one who always keeps our spirits high with all your funny rubbishy crap ! haha. although there were some misunderstandings and stuff going on during part of the cheer process, am glad everything's more or less cleared between you guys. just learn to forgive and forget yepp ? oh ! and one thing, really gotta thank you for teaching me the steps, be it combined or blue, whenever and whatever. you're one sweetie who's always been patiently there to make sure i got my steps right. (: i would have been all messed up if not for you ! wo ai ni !
lings>> whee ! pretty pretty ! one of the most dedicated cheerleaders. you're like always there for practs. you know i'm always taking a peep from the gym during trg and guess what ? i'd ALWAYS see you there. no wonder jack's a fan of yours ! hahah. well, remember spending the WHOLE day over at jack's making poms and mixing music, delaying your time till you really had no choice but to leave ? really had fun cutting the strips and i realised you're one VERY PATIENT dear. :D like omg. your pom strips were SO NEAT ! hehh. got all of us so envious bout your poms. (: well, don't think you'll be turning up for the dinner later, so you'd better make sure you do the next time there's an outing again k ?! i love you sweets !
sammie>> sam dear ! you've been injured quite badly and yes, understand that it's been really hard on you. poor dear. but good thing you're such a fast learner, you managed to pick up everything in like just the last few days !! thanks for all your patience when drilling us, you really rock babe ! :D oh and all your daringness to always be the first to try new stunts ! like woww ! am always so impressed ! can never imagine blue house cheer without you ! love you, really do ! :D
seniors (eunice, stacey, clara, jingfang, sally, pauline, lina)>> HUMONGOUS THANK YOU for taking all that time off to help us with our routine ! we wouldn't have gotten second if not for you guys, be it drilling till late at night, changing of steps, addition of sets, dancing with us, the encouragement, motivation, smiles, playing/forwarding/rewinding the music and whatsoever, it all kept us going. oh ! and not to forget, attaining first for old girls and parental support ! (: you all really rock ! and we love you guys truckloads !
FRIDAY, the
LAST night cheer pract for us, was FUNN ! pract till really really late. mrs tian wanted to see every house's routine, so we had to do it on the track. we were all smiling our whole way through, all thanks to the committee who were there cheering us on all the way, it's really their cheers and motivation that kept our smiles plastered on our faces. love them muchh ! (: headed to bishan cc after that for pract with the seniors. only reached home slightly before twelve.
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gotta head to seoul garden for dinner with the seniors, blue cheerleaders and shuwei now. tatas
