Tuesday, May 22
Time in Los Angeles: 4:48 AM
Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.
Maybe sometimes, we've got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Blue as the sky, sunburnt and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the roadside,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Got to love that afro hair do.
Sunday, May 20
Time in Los Angeles: 3:56 AM
little tokyo for ramen in the afternoon.
SMC AGS' spring 2007 banquet in the evening, saw a couple of familiar faces and caught up with my fellow scorpio, weiting huang !!!
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i tried to brush aside all that i'd heard and view everything from my individual perspective. i never once took into account a single word that came my way and treated everything as a brand new page, waiting for you to doodle on with no distractions from any external source. nothing they said mattered and nothing they said changed the impression i had.
i was told not to bother but i still went a couple of extra miles, especially at things i'd gone through all by myself and knew how difficult it could've gotten without assistance.
so time passed and i enjoyed many of those moments spent and started to question the things they had said, i never understood.
sadly however, after all that sincerity, after all the things i'd done for you and helped you through, after the efforts i'd put in during your first semester all lost and confused, after sincerely trying hard to connect you with school and internship opportunities, after hearing you through your problems, and after all that laughter and smiles, what they said had to come true and prick through the paradise created of you.
i don't know if it's something very wrong on my part but i am definitely affected by things you've said. i know you've done a whole lot for me too and i see your sincerity in every move so please don't make unnecessary judgements and have them tattled around.
i don't hate you one bit, i'm just upset ..
